Saturday, June 27, 2026

why is discipline a muscle

Remember the time you promised to not do something, and then went ahead to contradict yourself anyways AND for the first time, the guilt didn't crush you afterwards. 

read the above statements in xor operator format because i just looked at how 'scientific definition structural integrity' maintained I keep my daily statements and thoughts' expressions format.

"In my dreams, I'm dying all the time
Then I wake, it's kaleidoscopic mind" 

sorry for going into a thought spiral somewhere else

but this is what i came across - "my loneliness may be weighed through understanding - my need to explore the world (which is the evolutionary reason behind the conception of consciousness) has molded its exploration towards the inside - as i deprive it of the outside, inwards it looks to find me and one myself - the sudden birth of narcissism as a consequence of my consciousness' need to perceive and consume - for that's all that really is - consciousness is a form of hunger, OR RATHER, hunger is a form of consciousness".

Anyways this came from the video because I've been too consumed by the greed of spending time with my parents rather than living far away from them to work on myself.

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